(Un)relinquished

All of a sudden! I see from the corner of my eye
Opportunity glitter something manic,
Panic, I can't shake this
When will I rest my head?

I could open my soul,
Freed like a bird from a cage
To leave me and never come back
And to be free and happy and living

To breathe in joy
And to live so strong
Loving until every last bit of my body is consumed by love
Choking me, but is this really what I want?

Isolate yourself, that's what you should do
Clamber back into your cage, head hung.
Shame, it could have been nice
But I am not cut out for this dream.

Box

I am in a box.

I jump, I break.

I long to be released.

My stick limbs pound but

The box does not budge.

I, skeleton girl, am stuck.

I can see outside

People are shining and smiling

Where is my freedom?

Description of a character through description of their hands

"I looked at her hands as she held them under the tap. On her left wrist was a tattoo of a bird soaring over her veins towards the palm. The palm of her hand was barely visible under swirls and scribbles of black and blue ink, detailing for her all the tasks she needed to complete throughout the day. There was a long gash down the inside of her right palm, running from just below the little finger down to the base of the hand. If the stories were true, that scar was a red river of violence and fury, leading to a deep sea of pain and vengeance. No one ever dared to ask if the stories were true though, the bloody little line on her hand intimidated them all..."

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Your eyes are a blue million miles
I could spend days sailing through those seas
but days I do not have, and oh, there's your smile!

Brighter than the brightest star
But time flies by at such speed
I could write pages about your smile, but time does not stretch that far

I hope you can forgive me for not wanting to wait
But the more time we waste the less time we have
So why hesitate?

Writing Metaphysical-themed poetry in English class

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Love, like a mirror, has no heart but plenty of ideas

Hours of anguish and admiration beholding a distant figure on the other side

Ahead of you a vibrant soul burning with passion, beauty and fear

And to you they seem so untouchable, and there's such a huge divide

So strong you feel your heart being torn in two

One for you, one for them though they'll never receive

The most precious gift that you can part with due

To the notion that you are not, and never will be

One to meet the expectations, and pain blazes so bright

You're blinded, and you're praying to any god and anyone

Knowing that they won't care or listen but hoping that they might

With all this confusion and emotion you feel your mind come undone

Love, like a magic mirror warps and distorts

No heart has a mirror only damaging thoughts.

June 16th 2011

You

When you smile it's at my heart
And you pull me back
To light, to life, to love
Flying, gliding
Clouds below sail by
We can move mountains
I'm carried on your wings.

Your eyes tell a story -
Different each time I look into them, they
Catch me, hold me, keep me
I fall, I plunge
Into them. Deep river of thought
I drift and and sink
They're my favourite.

Your arms pull me in
Hold me to your heart
Blanket, shield, rock
Uphold, upraise,
Time slows, a minute a heartbeat,
Existence beyond you and me is gone
In that instant everything is perfect.

But it is your ferocity that hypnotises me
Hold me in your blistering palm
Blaze, rage, ignite
You are fire, you are the inferno
Passion melts us like snow and burns
Erupt and spill, anger and emotion cascade
Hot magnet, attract me.